Learning doesn’t have to end there
To get her sister Carol.
But learning doesn’t have to end there.
And although literally that wasn’t the case, I have moved forward and onto better things. After you’ve had four knee surgeries, there are a few things that you hope you never have to see again…. That extra u in words like colour, favour, and honour? And that is what bums do. I hole the minority opinion that he is to be an object of pity, the product of a terrible upbringing and environment having molded a boy into a man who has profound difficulty in the world. Read the rest of this entry »
My eyes feel heavy
My eyes feel heavy. I’ll just keep it to myself, casting a mischevious grin, and beaming at the thought of my happyness. After I turned off the light, I thought of my mother for a long time, probably about an hour.
Last night, after talking with one of my sisters about our forthcoming trip to Hawaii this summer to finally carry out my mothers last wish, I got to thinking about Thomas. What about Kevin? Read the rest of this entry »
In love with Carol
I’m in love with Carol. I totally knew what she meant and couldn’t possibly have agreed with her more. I really thought when I met Red that she was this totally innocent, possibly prudish little girl, and then when she started talking about these wild fantasies, and being totally uninhibited with me, I still expected it to be all talk. Read the rest of this entry »
My dreams were nothing more than simple childhood fantasies
It’s sad to know that my dreams were nothing more than simple childhood fantasies. I can’t gain that much more weight.
I only procrastinate with things I don’t care about, and try to perfect the things that I am proud of.
I mean… the part of me which is writing this, which at this moment is standing back and looking at my life like it was someone elses… considering whats causing me to feel alone… well… ironic isnt it? Read the rest of this entry »
Cinema
I feel the same way about cinema. For instance, I have not done any reading for the class I am taking. I’ll let you have the rest of them, just for the heck of it.
So you know those days when the sun is shining and you just can’t help yourself from smiling because the sun is shining and it’s warm outside, and you smile when you’re walking down the street, and people smile back at you and everyone is just one big white toothy grin…? Little alcoves have been built where you can sit and listen to the sounds….. and the sound can be quite amazing, depending on the waves. Read the rest of this entry »
A small vineyard
Our only close neighbor will be a gentleman who breeds mules, and we’ll be separated from him by a small vineyard and a wild half-acre of olive trees, the last grove of a ranch abandoned decades ago.
Several Central Coast towns will be within a half-hour’s drive, which will make the house convenient as the northernmost hub of Yard Dogs, Ltd. and Jer’s commute to Cal Pollo del Mar University will be only 50 minutes, which means he can come home every day and sleep in our bed every night.
The effect will be slightly nauseous until we have the time to strip or re-paint the apple-green cabinets. Read the rest of this entry »
Only a dream
I had a dream the other day where a baby boy was sitting on my shoulders. The young bar maid in Neriak whom she had trussed up and tortured softly for hours until the girl was a shambles, wrought with so much pleasure that she remained unconcious for three days. The funniest moment? Read the rest of this entry »
Pain i was feeling
This isn’t to say that I’m not talking to people, it’s just saying that you can talk to me, but my chances of saying anything meaningful depend on whether you are saying anything meaningful to me.
I had however, JUST started this diary, so despite my better judgement, I obeyed the nagging feeling that pressed me to come on-line and check d-land. I told him what kind of pain i was feeling, he touched, asked me lots of questions, gave me the name of the antibiotics and said that if i was still in pain after that i should go to another doctor and have them run some testablished on me. Tomorrow i have my course, so i’ll have to wake up very early in the morning and i really really REALLY HATE that!!! Read the rest of this entry »
Evanescence in concert tonight
Where did cello go for so long? Sunday, July. So I saw Evanescence in concert tonight.
I finally figured out how to do something that has been eluding me for the longest time. Thank you for showing me that there is still something amazing and original out there. I would miss your words way too much… you’re amazing! Read the rest of this entry »